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In The Midst Of Hope And Nothingness

by Heart On My Sleeve

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Full LP will be released this fall by Through Love Records, Middle-Man Records, Walking Is Still Honest Records & Tell Wilhelm Records.

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released 06 July 2015

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Track Name: This Failure Is Not On Me
So this is the letter that I never sent you, the words that I never said.

I don´t know if this could have ended differently. Sometimes I wish I could go back and erase every bad thing I ever said.

Still, this failure is not on me.
I understand that this could never have worked out.
You came in carrying your past, as did I.
Every word ever exchanged was always a reminder.
Each sigh, every touch, each glance, threw us back.

You couldn´t let go and I couldn´t let you in.

Remember the hours we spent with The Smiths - it makes me choke.
Repeating the lines of This Charming Man, brings up the scent of you.
And it all ends up in a cycle of absence for a love that could never last.

There was always a part of you I could never reach.
Still I tried, tried, tried, too many times.

Still, this failure is not on me.
I understand now that this could never have worked out.
You came in carrying your past, as did I.
Every word ever exchanged was always a reminder.
Each sigh, every touch, each glance, threw us back.

You could´nt let go and I couldn´t let you in.

All I have left now are the memories of you, of me and Morrissey and with them, I will end what I never told you.
xoxo
Track Name: A Tale Of Two Hearts
I left the door unlocked. Still I find the you in me. But where am I?
When I left I kept on walking. Giving me room to breathe.

Remember/Forget. Hold me/ Let go. Stay here. I can´t, I won´t

The void you left within me. Fills all the space in me.

Forget/ Remember. Let go/ Hold me. Move on. I can´t, I won´t

I lost myself in you. I found myself in us and together we were lost in each other. I found myself in you. I lost myself in us. We found comfort in each other.

Don´t let go. Please let go.

At first I was terrified of the things I couldn´t see. Couldn´t grasp what was happening, that you opened up to me

Don´t let go.

The fear of getting too close forced me away. Embracing you took everything I could give. It took everything I wanted to be, so I ran.

Please let go.

Remember/Forget. Hold me/ Let go. Stay here. I can´t, I won´t. Forget/Remember. Let go/ Hold me. Move on/ Stay here. I can´t, I won´t


It wasn´t supposed to be this way. I wasn´t supposed to feel this way.
Was it supposed to be this way? Was I supposed to feel this way? Were we supposed to end like this? Either way, this is where we part.